Yayy I'm back

ok, so i've been on a serious blogger hiatus for some time now, and i basically have recently decided to re-open my blog again. for those who know what ish popped off, you'll understand i sort of HAD to. i wrote about some people and sum incidents, and somehow an unsuspecting reader stumbled upon it. LMFAO!

okay it really wasn't that funny. i said some pretty raw and rude things, and though i have like a million and one reasons that permit me to write anything that i CHOOSE to since i have noone but ALLAH to answer to, its not my personality to do so.

it was really a freakishly funny accident, that hurt my friend, whom i was trying to defend....but intentions can come off 'misguided'. funny and all this time i thought NOOOONE was reading my blog. hmph.

well anyways. writing is my passion. its what keeps me calm and sane, and i realize i shouldn't have to cancel a diary/blog that keeps me at ease, so long as I just stick to writing about me and only me and those who are ok with what i have to say. oh yeah and of course celebs, because, we ALL know they're not really people anyways...

kk that was a joke.

but so yes, i am back. updated themusic on this page. and all should be fine. but i do want to take the time to actually apologize to all those i angered or hurt, because it truly wasnt my intention. on that note.

WELCOME BACK MISS RAY FRASER!

yo. winter break is doiung things to my waist size.

like for real. It's been like expanding my waist and everything else along with it, LOL. I don't know why i find that funny, you can believe me when i say i am devastated. Well not just because of that, but also because i have never been so bored in my entire life. I've been going to tutoring but i have had a bit of a break, i need to take a couple of math classes, so I could take a POINT FIVE CREDIT IN STATISTICS!!!!!!!!!!!

Isn't that ridic? I mean come on, why must I take two calculus' just so i can get .05 of a damn credit. damn u of t. anyhow, then on top of that, I've been beat with cabin fever, seeing as how i haven't done anything outdoorsy except going out just once, to go watch avatar, WHICH WAS THE BEST MOVIE OF THE YEAR!!!!

I mean i liked new moon.....NOT, but new moon didn't need to be great to make money. Hell it didn't even need to be good. I'm absolutely positive there's some level of black magic involved. LOL

but avatar did, and boy did it. I like jumped up and down and the two Indian brothers next to me were so angry, one was close to slapping me, but for real, like i loves it.


Yeah, that's all i can remember for now.
I'll post again when i can.
Peace.
Ray

So much has happened over the past couple of days...

If anyone's been watching, or even comes to this blog, then you'd know that I have actually been away for quite some time. Well for one, I have been going through so much , it's like so much has been happening all at one timee.

Well for one, one of my old friends from high school lost her brother on remembrance day. Robert Flagellio born 1991, was shot on November 11th 2009, for no reason, as a result, of a walk-by shooting on Oakwood and Vaughan, coincidentally right in front of my best friend Michelle's house. He went to Oakwood, and I always saw him, even though me and his older sister Jackie and I have sort of gradually seen less and less of one another. She goes to McMaster, and things have sort of separated between us, but she was, a good friend, all through grade 10. SO sad, that Robert, such a cool, and funny kid, who had the best personality ever, and a very bright future ahead of him, would be at the bad end, of a drive-by gone wrong.

I just hope their family is doing well, and can learn to cope, with the loss of such a beautiful light.

SO yeah.

We went to his wake, and then his funeral, and banquet afterwards. I realy don't know what to do or say in situations like these, I am nothing without my wit, so I remained silent, and gave them a shoulder to lean on, even though they seemed to be alright with their family's support, I just wanted them to know that I was there if they ever needed me.

Robert Flaggellio, R.I.P.

Oh and....

DID ANYONE FUCKIN WATCH VAMPIRE DIARIES????

1)I can't believe vicki is dead
2)Aww, poor matt you can really tell he has a real heart of gold.
3)Seriously, damon is like walking sex. Even as a kille, i really think he is a good guy......who just loves to be bad.
4) I actually did like stefan at one point, but now, it's all about damon. Stefan is waaaay to sissy man. He's like a little girl. Damon, now damon, is a real man. Why can't there be real men like him anymore. the kind who flatter you by not kiling you, and that's their human way of telling you they dig you. I guess you could say i have a type.
5) I get it, your boyfriend is a vampire, so go and brood, but honestly at least by episode 8, LEARN TO DEAL BITCH!
6) Honestly bonnie is not only the hottest, but the coolest and most interesting female character in the show.....although caroline is slowly winning me over. I actually watch the show for her, and the ending to episode 8 really left me wondering about her more than anyone else.
7) Bonnie's aunt is on a different world.
8)The music on this show is so hot, like yet by switchfoot.
9)Is anyone excited for the bonnie/matt/damon love triangle?
10) If twilight is diet coke, than vampire diaries is pure citric acid.

Dermot Mulroney

Isn't he just gorge?

Errand day.

Today I was running all over, getting things done. As you probably already gathered i am not al that great at getting stuff done on time, so i had to be pay my visa bills (both of them) I had to go do my cousin's hair like i have ben promising. I had to go buy veggies from the flea market for my mom. I had to go and cancel my gym membership, because it expired in august and I only went twice. I pay.....or my mom pays....25 bucks a month, so i might as well not renew it....right.

Oh and i have a gym membership with my school, it comes with tuition, so....if anything i have that. Let's just say i've tried the working out thing, and it is so not for moi.

But yeah....then i came home, and i cleaned like a friggin slave. I also, chilled and my sister started explaining to me about her love life. apparently, and she's not making this up because i was made to watch the conversations---she is currenty in the pedicament of deciding which on of the four guys who are obsessed with her at her school she wants to date.

WOW, crazy huh?

In highschool, i sure as hell did not have those kinds of dilemmas, in fact my ove life was nil, and here my spawn is romancing the entire oakwoodite population. LOL, go figure huh?

ANywho, i haven't talked to steph, seems she doesn't think we have an issue, or doesn't really care that we do. I wish i could say i didn't care, but i do, because she is one of my best friends. But regardless, i can't lie, i do feel a tiny bit of weight off my shoulders at our blockade.

Oh and i recenty watched like a million period romances like pride and pejudice, emma, sense and sensibility, persuausion, mansfield park, tess of the d'ubervilles, the girl, and sooo sooo many more. This is ike the third straight week i have stayed up until six am (its when i get my privacy and alone hanaan time) and really i think i am addicted. tonight i am going to watch the gass virgin, and oh oh oh, i watched the wedding date and all i can say is.....

.....dermot mulroney..........
mmmmm....mmmmm....mmmmmm....mmmmmmm....goood!

My Mother makes Mussolini look like an amateur....

She's wholly unreasonable. I mean i don't know what to do with her. I really don't have a clue. I mean I am 21. 21. 21, dammit people.


I should be able to do as I wish, and not what I am forced to right?

And the sad part is that I don't want to do much, in fact very little at all. I have asked her last night during the hockey game if I could go to the halloween haunt thing (when really my friends and I have uoft frat party), but she doesn't know that. ANd i thought a little honesty would be helpful, you know tell them the truth halfway, make them met me rom the other.

But she said yes the night before, and then changed her mind afterwards. Her excuse was that she didn't trust my friends. I'm 21 lady, you don't have to, because its none o your business, i can vote, i can drink, i can marry, i can do everything you can do and more, and what do I get nothing in return.

Yep, so i learned a valuable lesson today. Never tell her the truth. Even tho they say to trust them, they are all liars of the highest degree, and when they ask or the truth give them what they want to hear. A lie.

ALso, next time i have plans and i'm going to an event, i'll use my well prepared lie: "i have a midterm. Sorry, i will be home late."

Ray.

eh yo...

so i don't know what happened....but apparently i missed my exam. Like i, missed it. As in my heifer ass was so busy, I mixed up the dates. The exam was on friday.

LMAO.

I should be freaking out, but all i can do is laugh.
This is proof of my sheer idiocy. WHo does this sort o shit, except for hanaan. Like really. I mean, i don't even know what to do. I have dropped the class, cuz, i mean i was already struggling, this will just ruin me. So, the problem I guess, is that, I am an idiot.

Oh god.

But on the plus side. I did really well on the other exams. I mean, decent, but i don't have that plummetting feeling in my chest after a rally bad exam. except for the one b38 but that wasn't all that bad......and i didn't miss it so i know it couldn't havve been that bad either. Regardless, I know this much. I need to get my head out of the clouds.

I an a sophmore, i only have two years left, then i am out in the real world. I need to educate myself, or else, i might as well look for a cardboard box right now, cuz that's where I'll be living.

My novel isn't going to sell, i know this much right now. In fact the only reason I am writing this, is because I want to finish it, bound it, and have a copy to read to myself and potentially my children or grandchildren if god gives me the chance. Trust me, i know i am stupid, but not that stupid to think i'll ever make a living o of this story. Either way, it is what it is. I need to start paying attention instead of sleeping in class. I need to start organizing my time properly, and perhaps i may have to give up my job ambitions.

Clearly multi-tasing is not my skill.

SO i am at hart house today. I am waiting or ayat haj (nell) to make an appearance, but most liekly she'll be late. It's what she does.

SO in the meantime I am going to write my story. The setting is just perfect. Not too silent, as then there are casual conversation, an occasional bang, and clash, a roar of laughter here and there. But overall a dim place. And the couches ar fantastical. LOL.

ANywho, i'll get to it. If anything procrastination has taught me one thing.

Ray.

Brick and Lace-Mr. Officer

Zoelah-More Water

Zoelah-Wine up on me

Nuh Linga

Watch Dem Roll

HMM HMM

Miss Fatty-Million Styles.

Your Ghost-Greg Laswell

This is the perfect song for Sebastian and Leyla's romance in the second book.

I will love you-Fisher

Patrick Watson

The great Escape

12:59 Lullaby

Save the Hero

I actually came a ew interesting things as I was writing my novel. One is that Leyla isn't me. Or I am not Leyla. She is her own person, and though we make think alike, and I may get her in ways noone else might, she's a dierent person. I didscovered that while writing, because she did things I could never have the strength to, she handles things in a way i wish i could've. In fact, she's just like everyone else, but has to learn to think quicker, move faster, and love deeper. She's not a goody-goody, she has downfalls to her character, not fake ones,but real ones, but she is a characte i am proud of.

I also discovered another thing. I think like her, most of the time anyway, and in order to get the best version o this novel i decided, even though it is detriment to everything i have accomplished thus far, that I should write this in third person narrative. Leyla is a strong character, and her storyline alone is enough to warrant a series, but when i write from 'I' I tnd to not write what she does, but ather what I would do. And it's selish of me to do so.

It's strange because, after listening to this song, when i first wrote most of the novel (which i now have to rewrite) i discovered leyla herself has her own demons, and she feels like she has to save her one true love, Sebastian.

Beyonce-Broken Hearted Girl

Metric-Gimme Sympathy

Viva la Canada!!!

Toronto band, Metric. Song is called 'Help I'm alive'.

Golden Train

Justin Nozuka-Golden Train

I love this guy....

i can't tell you what his voice does to me...

I've loved justin nozuka, for like ever. He's truly my fave artist.



Represent Toronto!!

i like this song.

tingly sensation, no?

FML

fuck my life.

Guess what i found. DUring my summer job at canada's wonderland (a theme park), i have a haunting memory of falling on the job, and my mean coworkers put it up on youtube. i decided to edit it and explain my side o the story since i couldn't get it removed.

This is embarassing. See for yourself.



Ray.

Recap.

okay, so things have simmered down around here for awhile, so it's about time i let you know what'a been happening. First of, it was michelle's silva's birthday, and she wanted to go to drake hotel, which is like a white club. Well predominantly white, with a few oddballs like me shannon and ayat who have white friends. At first we recognized a few things.

1) We stood out like a period stain on white pants.
2) They loved playing music from the sixties
3) crumping and ginding was clearly out of the ordinary for this environment.

LOL This dumb girl even went out of her way to make us eel out of place by looking us up and down and whispering to her friends 'mm-mm, this is interesting.'(man i should have decked her, but she was like helga man. Around 6 ft, and i'm like 5'5, 5'6 on a good day.)

But yo, we turned this thing around in less then five minutes. It took a while to get used to the music, but yo their tunes were bumping, kinda oldschool, but we took it, and ran. Beggars can't be choosers man.

SO we broke it down, on the dancefloor.

Imagine the looks on their faces when my girl shannon, steph and michelle start grinding on their respective men, I'm telling you there ain't nothing funnier. The strangest thing ever was how people paid to come and stand around on the floor.

I mean i know you guys are all yuppie business men, and grad students entrepreneur people who just want to lounge, and i didn't mind one bit. Cuz hanaan can't dance, as in her body reuses to co-operate with her, and the finishing product almost always ends up injuring someone.

SO i only go out, when i have to . Like birthdays and such, where i don't have much of a say. Luckily i don't have another birthday to worry about until december.

But anyways, my girls went buckwild on the dance floor. Me and Nell danced moderately, while the girls did some XXX movements. LOL

Then the funniest thing happened. The guys all started circling around us. I mean like in packs of tens. And started casually dancing around us. I'm telling you I ain't NEVER felt more like a million bucks.

They looked to nervous to ask us to dance, and you could tell they envied Rad for dancing with michelle, and Michelle's little bro (who is like the coolest guy) who got to dance with all of us. So in any event, finally they got brave after a few drinks, and started approaching us. I think it had something to do with when the girls were tired of the dancefloor and took it to the stage. (I'm not kidding, they even broke a glass on the floor. Mazel Tov.)

Then it was just me and nell steph alma on the floor. SO this guy, somes up to me. I'm telling you people he is cuter than cute. LIke gerard butler meets adam brody, if you could picture it, and i was excited as he approached me.....and then he killed it.

He asked me to dance.
HE ASKED ME TO DANCE!!!!!!

LIKE WERE IN THE FRIGGIN 15TH CENTURY, HE GIVES ME HIS HAND AND TRIES TO PULL ME ON THE DANCELOOR.

i mean what else was left. Was he going to curtsy, and start galloping around me like a damn horse. LOL

I actually started laughing, and my girls died. Shannon pushed me to dance but i was so frazzled, i didn't know what to do with the hand he held out for me. Like really??

But he was cute, so i ignored it and danced around him to my girls, and he goes 'u going to turn me down like that?'


i felt like shit, i tell you, but it had to be done. I can't dance, and i would've made a fool of myself. But then this gay guy, came up to me, and started dancing with me. He was so charismatic, i just couldn't turn away, so i danced. I danced my life away. I didn't know ppl were watching us, but they were, and surprisingly enough they thought i was a good dancer.

LMFAO. ME HANAAN, lol.

ANyways, this guy got turned down by Nell twice, but Nell is a natural bitch, and she just pulled her hand away from him. I felt bad for him, i actually winced, and started laughing. Bad protocol, i know, but what do you expect me to do. I can't help myself i something is funny.

Oh yeah, and don't even get me started on how michelle's brother was a little flirt. He was grinding with every girl, including nell who said she didn't 'want to' and asked me to 'save her' but grinded anyway. lol.

Anyway, we left, and i wanted to go home, but shannon and steph were drunk out of their minds, and started roaming the streets of toronto. Me and nell were the only sober ones, so we ollowed them mindlessly. (We learned our lessons this time, and brought shorter heels.)

We went to pizza pizza (a growing tradition)and they caused ruckus. kathy stood on the bench (the wooden bench they have for waiting) and started asking ppl i how she was standing was bothering anyone.

Then these guys thought they could 'bud me', cuz they thought my droopy eyes meant i was drunk, not tired, and i went hood on them. These guys are like mid-thirtis, yuppies, middleclass men, in fact we were the youngest bunch in the whole club, and they stood there watching me argue my way out of it. Then he popped my balloon.

Yes ladies and gentleman he popped my balloon. This wallstreet briefcase and suitcase wearing guy with a suit and tie, popped my balloon. With his mouth, b/c i didn't give up my line. And i freaked out, and just as i held my spot, steph kathy and shannon already ran out and wanted to find a better place than this.

Ater all my hard work, of putting my foot down, and standing up for all those heifers.

But it doesn't matter, b/c as i was grumbling about in the street, we bumped into these two guys australian and french, and we walked with them all through downtown. Then we hopped in a cab, went to steph's and relived the night, and then went to get ood around oakwood and st clair, and called it a night.

I have never been in more trouble, and my mom started crying. I felt so baaad, and i got an intervention the next morning, on my 'hazardous lifestyle'.

LOL, it was so hard to keep from laughing.

But my cool uncle said let's just move on, and i did. I came home ontime today, so that has o count for something right.

Only now halloween frat party is coming up, and it's tradition.

I have to go...

But how, will i get to stay out without starting the mess out all over?

Hmph.

Ray.

ouch...

okay i came in today at around 5 in the morning. My parents are mad at me (go figure right?)and my sisters are being rude. ALso my aunt is 'visiting' conveniently, so i'll probably get a lecture. FML.

Either way, i don't even mind, because my mind is on total shut down. I totally had un last night, but my sister is bitching for me to get off MY LAPTOP, and help her clean which she says is the 'least i can do'. Meh.

I'll explain everything that happened later, let me just confirm that I have a home still. LOL

Ray.

Hart House

I am at Hart House with bestie Nell. We originally came here to study, but ended up chilling with my laptop. Yeppers. I wrote my exam today.

Let's just say I am in no position to be speaking.

I'll get back to you when I have an answer.

Later.

Ray.

Song from Vampire Diaries.

Down-Jason Walker




Ray.

FML

IN about less than six hours i have a ANTB19 exam due. I just bought my textbook. As in, no bullshit, I just peeled the plastic cover and touched the actual surface for the first time today.

So we can pretty much know how this day is going to end.

It's going to go a little like this.

Hanaan is going to show up to the exam, with droopy eyes, and pajamas, with my HB pencil, and a ID card. SHe will sit, and pray to god to help her through the way. Then she will flip the exam on it's back and discover that it is written in an entirely diffrent language. As in she doesn't understand the question let alone the answer. She will then nervously look around the room as she chews the insides of her mouth, and a single tear will roll down her face.

And when the exam is done, she will know exactly what it would feel like to be raped. And how helpless it is, when all you can do is bend over and take it, because the exam made a bitch out of you.

I don't even know man. I mean sometimes I am certain that I know what i am doing. Like i really think that I understand the consequences of my actions, but lately, man i can't really be sure. I'm just a walking dumbass at this point.

Oh but I have fantastic news.

I have a follower.

Yes, a follower. As in somebody else found my insignificant blog and deemed it interesting. Can you believe it?

I am actually really happy right now. I actually didn't think anyone would be reading this page. LOL. But low and behold penandpaper, has become my very first follower.

Anyone reading this is going.....'wow what a dork,' but hey i told my friends and they thought i was cool, so HAH!

anyways, if i plan on making use of the countless dollars i spent on a univeristy education i might as well study. SO peace y'all.

(and now i know someone is listening)

Ray.

Wanna hear something so funny?

My parents think my sickness--which is just the flu--is a result of my drugtaking!

Me, as in Hanaan MM, according to them is on drugs. WOw.

LMFAO.

The good part tho, is that they've actually forgotten that I am in trouble and are trying to 'take care of me', so i guess it's a plus.

Also it's kinda cool, to get the rebel coolness from looking like a drug user, without using. Only a geek like me will see that as a positive thing, but this is the closest I've come to rebellion, just let me have it.

This is just plain historic homie.


Ray.

Classified-Oh Canada

Wow leafs are sucking majorly.

I couldn't watch the gam because it was my friends 22st birthday, and we had to party on her behalf. And it was so weird. I mean. Me and m friends are like the complete opposites, and we've been friends for like ever. I've known ayat since we were in eigth grade,, and steph and michelle i became friends with in the ninth grade. And we've always been so different, it's hard to believe that we remained such best friends for so long.

I mean, michelle silva, has and always was, the capital chick. She's the hottest latina around, and she knows it. She focuses on her school work now that she goes to Ryerson, but you'll still see her at every party, and on her arm is always the hottest guy. She lives for make-up, and gossip, and loves to tear apart gils who think they're hot. She was loved in highschool, and adored in uni.

Steph T is a bit different, she goes to every single party, but just beacuse she has time to kill. She can't seem to focus on school, and still hasn't graduated, and really doesn't know what she's doing with her life,( I mean do any of us really?) but she's happy, and lives for the moment. Man you have to keep tabs on her just to know what's happening,who she's with lately, what hair style she's rocking now, and if she still thinks the world is as corrupt as she did last week. She's athletic, and cries if she can't hit the gym everyday, eats tofu and sushi, hates mcdonalds, and drinks like a fish. Her room is so bohemian you'd think she was a lovechild from the 70's.

Then there's ayat. She isn't exactly a hey let's pick up a book and read kinda gal, but she thrives in the fashion light. She lives for magazines, clothes, designers, especially marc jacobs, and wants to be a model. Very self-conscious of her body, not so much her mind. Hates when people call her an airhead, because she goes to ryrson, and studies occupational public health, but she can't shake off that persona, because she doesn't filter, and in her quest to sound smart, actually says aome really dumb and questionable stuff.

Then there's me. Really, I if you ask me, I'm just a regular person, but almost every single day of my life since infancy, everyone has always said to me: Hanaan you are so weird. I don't see it, I mean I say the same things as everyon else, but maybe it's because of my outlook on things. I want to be an author, i know that much, but everything else is a blank. My biggest issue in life, is my controlling parents, so i have it pretty good, but I don't filter. I also don't change. I've been told that frequently. Of course given a different surrounding, ppl might think I was different, perhaps more reserved. But really, everyone knows I am obnoxious as hell. I have remained the same, according to my friends from the vr first day we met, while everyone else evolved. But they think I am weird because I've never smoke pot, never drank, never had a boyfriend, never kissed, so obviously never did the 'do'. They keep telling me, 'wow u are a nun aren't you dear?', but I don't seem to think so. I mean it's not like I haven't been around these things or situations or found myself caught in them, but moreso, the fact that I have alwas done something else, instead leading me down a different path for most of them. I am also very awkward and don't know how to deal with some of those things, so instead, I shy away from it. A lot easier than dealing with it.

But anyway, surprisingly enough we are as close as you can possibly imagine.
Weird.
It's like the perfect example of opposites attract, only in this case we're all friends not lovers. lol.

damn

i know this sounds really gross, but i was planning on keeping this hair in for a couple more days. I got it straightened for the first time in a while,(I always wear it natural--curly) thanks to the party I just went to a few days back--gross i know--but just thinking now, after they gel my hair, I'll have to wash it out.

Damn.

Just a stupid afterthought.

Ray.

Man-oh-man.

I'm screwed.
NO, REALLY I AM.

I have this lab due tommorrow, on the human evolution, and I haven't even started. Actually it's due today, in a few hours, it's 3 in the morning, and I haven't started a bit. I haven't even done the reading. Instead I watched roswell, studies for HLTB01, and watched grey's anatomy, and blogged.

Geez what's wrong with me.
Oh and I have this EEG experiment, that I have to do. Well I don't have to, but you get like 2 free credits--as in saving more than 2000 DOLLARs, so I don't have to take courses, use it as a filler. And guess what, I just have to sit down while they gel my scalp, and stick me to machines and moniter my brain activity while using the internet. Cool no?

I told my sis, and she thinks I'm mentally retarded, for even thinking about letting people touch my brain, but I told her they'll only be touching the scalp...

Oh and I found the car I'm going to buy.
I don't have th emoney, yet, and when I do buy it, I still need to get my G2, but ladies and gentlement I am almost on my way there. I can feel it.

And the book, club was officially kickstarted. Right now there are only twi members right now, but what can I say....it's a work in prgress. The first book is wuthering heights-my chioce, and the next weeks will be NELL'S.

Oh yeah and, my mom is still not talking to me.

I can beat that though.
I still haven't dyed me hair, or gotten a job, or bought my psych textbook, for which I'll need to study from considering my psych exam is next week. Hey at least I just bought my ANTB19 text, which exam will be on wednesday. The seal has still not been broken.

My life is a sham, man.
A damn sham.

Ray.

Tribute to Roswell

The best Show on the planet.....or out of. Such a roswellian joke to make! The brilliant show which lasted from 1999--I was only 11--to 2002/3. What a wonderful series, and I am so sad, because even though I just recently discovered the series, I on the last couple of episodes from the final thrid season. Meaning I won't see anymore true love between Max Evans and Liz Parker. No more tortured Michael Guerin, and Maria Deluca. No more sad cute charming Kyle Valenti, or his kind hearted father Sheriif Valenti. No more, Isabel Evans, and sadly no more--even though he died--Alex Whitman. I truly fell in love with this entire cast, everyone but Tess Harding, because she was the world's biggest bitch.

I want to go back to the 90's man.
Roswell I Heart You!!!








I Heart You Alex Whitman!



Best Friends Forever!



Jason Behr is a sexy beast!

Boys will be boys.

Honestly, this song keeps making me cry....

I don't even know why. I think it has to do with that one episode in roswell, when Liz has to make Max fall out of love with him so that his alien world doesn't end in the future. So she succeeds and then asks for her final dance with the older max--the one from the future, who came to make her falll out of love, and as they dance, he disappears, because the course of his history changes, and that version of him, can no longer exist.

You should've seen me. I was all over the floor, and I was crying, and my mom just confirmed that I was a lunatic. Honestly, roswell, is the best show on the planet. Here check it out.

This is the song that will forever make me cry:
I shall believe-sheryl crow.

Cool song.

Always the sun



cool song, i always have to listen to.

Lovely Bones Trailer

I heard the book was fantasticular, and I thought I might read it for myself. Until then, hre's the trailer.



It looks fantastic.

While I am on this Canadian pride thing....

check this classic video out.



i am canadian.

Canadian please!!!

I love this video, and as a canadian, I can vouch for the fact that everyone wants to be canadian.....please. lol, long live canada.

vivre la canada!



Funny right?


I know.

First Black Princess

Tiana, is the lastest princess in the newest disney adaptation, 'Th Princess and the frog.' It's a must watch, I'll link the trailer from youtube, trust me, it just gives you a feel-good vibe. You know what I mean if your an 80's baby, or 20+ becasue then you'll remember the childhood era, of disney movies that took your imagination, to great destinations. Remember the great feeling you had inside after watching beauty and the beast for the first time, or cinderella, well i got the feeling from this trailer. Take a look.



As you can see, it's such a feel good movie. For one, it's the fact that for once, the princess isn't just waiting for a prince. For once the princess has a drive and purpose, and is working hard, all on her own, independent of a man, but also gets blessed with true love in the process.

I could feel a hit movie in the making man.