FML

IN about less than six hours i have a ANTB19 exam due. I just bought my textbook. As in, no bullshit, I just peeled the plastic cover and touched the actual surface for the first time today.

So we can pretty much know how this day is going to end.

It's going to go a little like this.

Hanaan is going to show up to the exam, with droopy eyes, and pajamas, with my HB pencil, and a ID card. SHe will sit, and pray to god to help her through the way. Then she will flip the exam on it's back and discover that it is written in an entirely diffrent language. As in she doesn't understand the question let alone the answer. She will then nervously look around the room as she chews the insides of her mouth, and a single tear will roll down her face.

And when the exam is done, she will know exactly what it would feel like to be raped. And how helpless it is, when all you can do is bend over and take it, because the exam made a bitch out of you.

I don't even know man. I mean sometimes I am certain that I know what i am doing. Like i really think that I understand the consequences of my actions, but lately, man i can't really be sure. I'm just a walking dumbass at this point.

Oh but I have fantastic news.

I have a follower.

Yes, a follower. As in somebody else found my insignificant blog and deemed it interesting. Can you believe it?

I am actually really happy right now. I actually didn't think anyone would be reading this page. LOL. But low and behold penandpaper, has become my very first follower.

Anyone reading this is going.....'wow what a dork,' but hey i told my friends and they thought i was cool, so HAH!

anyways, if i plan on making use of the countless dollars i spent on a univeristy education i might as well study. SO peace y'all.

(and now i know someone is listening)

Ray.