Wow leafs are sucking majorly.

I couldn't watch the gam because it was my friends 22st birthday, and we had to party on her behalf. And it was so weird. I mean. Me and m friends are like the complete opposites, and we've been friends for like ever. I've known ayat since we were in eigth grade,, and steph and michelle i became friends with in the ninth grade. And we've always been so different, it's hard to believe that we remained such best friends for so long.

I mean, michelle silva, has and always was, the capital chick. She's the hottest latina around, and she knows it. She focuses on her school work now that she goes to Ryerson, but you'll still see her at every party, and on her arm is always the hottest guy. She lives for make-up, and gossip, and loves to tear apart gils who think they're hot. She was loved in highschool, and adored in uni.

Steph T is a bit different, she goes to every single party, but just beacuse she has time to kill. She can't seem to focus on school, and still hasn't graduated, and really doesn't know what she's doing with her life,( I mean do any of us really?) but she's happy, and lives for the moment. Man you have to keep tabs on her just to know what's happening,who she's with lately, what hair style she's rocking now, and if she still thinks the world is as corrupt as she did last week. She's athletic, and cries if she can't hit the gym everyday, eats tofu and sushi, hates mcdonalds, and drinks like a fish. Her room is so bohemian you'd think she was a lovechild from the 70's.

Then there's ayat. She isn't exactly a hey let's pick up a book and read kinda gal, but she thrives in the fashion light. She lives for magazines, clothes, designers, especially marc jacobs, and wants to be a model. Very self-conscious of her body, not so much her mind. Hates when people call her an airhead, because she goes to ryrson, and studies occupational public health, but she can't shake off that persona, because she doesn't filter, and in her quest to sound smart, actually says aome really dumb and questionable stuff.

Then there's me. Really, I if you ask me, I'm just a regular person, but almost every single day of my life since infancy, everyone has always said to me: Hanaan you are so weird. I don't see it, I mean I say the same things as everyon else, but maybe it's because of my outlook on things. I want to be an author, i know that much, but everything else is a blank. My biggest issue in life, is my controlling parents, so i have it pretty good, but I don't filter. I also don't change. I've been told that frequently. Of course given a different surrounding, ppl might think I was different, perhaps more reserved. But really, everyone knows I am obnoxious as hell. I have remained the same, according to my friends from the vr first day we met, while everyone else evolved. But they think I am weird because I've never smoke pot, never drank, never had a boyfriend, never kissed, so obviously never did the 'do'. They keep telling me, 'wow u are a nun aren't you dear?', but I don't seem to think so. I mean it's not like I haven't been around these things or situations or found myself caught in them, but moreso, the fact that I have alwas done something else, instead leading me down a different path for most of them. I am also very awkward and don't know how to deal with some of those things, so instead, I shy away from it. A lot easier than dealing with it.

But anyway, surprisingly enough we are as close as you can possibly imagine.
Weird.
It's like the perfect example of opposites attract, only in this case we're all friends not lovers. lol.